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Riordan (Holly) Regan's avatar

I could not relate harder to this, and while I'm sorry that you're struggling with it all, I am so grateful to you for sharing--it was exactly what I needed to read this morning as I am struggling with the same thing. Burning the candle at both ends only to have my most exciting ideas pared down to be more palatable or to fit a certain angle, never feeling like I'm pitching or writing enough, trying to write a book proposal while doing freelance journalism full-time, retaining my one paid client just to make ends meet, and certainly never resting.

It's sort of reassuring, but mostly a sad reflection on our culture, as you've eloquently stated here, that even someone who is as prolific and talented as you can feel this way. What you are doing matters--every one of your essays is remarkable, and I am continually baffled by your ability to consistently produce such thought-provoking, well-researched pieces amidst all the other work you are doing. Making a living as a freelance writer is terrifying, thankless, and exhausting, and it helps to know that I'm not alone. Your vulnerability in sharing things like this is one of the things I love most about your work; I thank you for it, and hope that you keep that part up, no matter how the rest of it unfolds.

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Charlotte Donlon's avatar

All of this. My writing career has been very different from yours but much of what you wrote here feels familiar. For many reasons, I’m trying to hustle less. My family isn’t too dependent on my income so I can afford to slow down. That’s a privileged position for me to be in, and I wish privilege didn’t determine ones ability to be a writer in ways that require less hustle. Every writer I know is so tired and worn down. Hang in there. You’re doing good work. I hate that some parts of it suck.

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